salome

ruh hali bozulmus sahislarin herhangi bir sarkiyi dinleyip aglayabileceklerinin kaniti mariah carey parcasi.

fas’daki falcilar hakikaten tuylerinizi diken diken edecek hatta ve hatta 3 gece uyutmayacak seyler soyleyip hayatinizi altust edebiliyorlar.

gercekten mutsuz oldugunda, birinin cok yumusak bir ses tonu ile sordugunda seni gozyaslarina ve histerik hickiriklara bogabilecek soru.

egitim seviyesi ile ne yazik ki hic alakasi olmayan bir hadisedir. egitimli 10 kadindan 8 sinin hayatinda en az 1 kere siddete maruz kalmis oldugu belirlenmismis (turkiye’de). sanirim bu genlerle ve yuzyillardir bilinen barbarligi ile alakasi olan bir sey yurdum insaninin. cogu babanin anneye saka yollu olsa bile tokat attigini veyahut komsunun yaramazlik yapan oglunu tekme tokat dovdugunu gorerek buyudu cogunluk bu ulkede, ister istemez "siddet" insanin beyninde yer ediyor "kotu" oldugunu bile bile, sinir aninda basvurulan yollardan biri olarak kaliyor. her anlamda medeniyetten uzak bir toplum oldugumuzun bir baska kaniti bu cok uzucu ki. sevilmedigimiz kadar var.

canli olduguna inanmaya basladigim sey. 1 saat once tikladim o andan beri durmadan lunatic ruh halimi ve patetik durumumu yansitan sarkilar calmakta. istisnasiz.

mektup birakarak terketme olayinda mektubun ilk satirina ait yarim cumle. hep yapmak isteyip de bir turlu beceremedigim sey. cok nostaljik ve karizmatik bence. terketmeyi kafaya koyup basarabilenler icin tabiki.

sacma sapan bir suru kelimeyi bir araya getirip metafor yaptim zanneden sizoid sahis.

(bkz: olmasi gereken)

sabah sabah dinlenince insanin icini pek bi acan parca.

(bkz: ilk yardim cantasi)

penis. oda buyur ama vucuda gore kucuk kalmaya baslar, ya da baslamaz mi ki. bilemedim simdi.

kardan adamin havucunu burun degil de baska bir organ yapmak amacli kullanan kisidir herhalde. bu durumda bu bunye kadin olmaktadir sadece aaa tabii ibneleri unutmamak da gerek.

(bkz: man kafa)

insani bulundugu yerden alip goturen bitene kadar da getirmeyen nadir sarkilardan biri.

i gave you all the love i got
i gave you more than i could give
i gave you love
i gave you all that i have inside
and you took my love
you took my love
didn’t i tell you
what i believe
did somebody say that
a love like that won’t last
didn’t i give you
all that i’ve got to give baby

i gave you all the love i got
i gave you more than i could give
i gave you love
i gave you all that i have inside
and you took my love
you took my love

i keep crying
i keep trying for you
there’s nothing like you and i baby

this is no ordinary love
no ordinary love
this is no ordinary love
no ordinary love

when you came my way
you brightened every day
with your sweet smile

...

"don’t go" adli guzel sarkiyi soyleyen sarkici.

sting sarkisi.

late at night in summer heat. expensive car, empty street
there’s a wire in my jacket. this is my trade
it only takes a moment, don’t be afraid
i can hotwire an ignition like some kind of star
i’m just a poor boy in a rich man’s car
so i whisper to the engine, flick on the lights
and we drive into the night

oh the smell of the leather always excited my imagination
and i picture myself in this different situation
i’m a company director, two kids and a wife
i get the feeling that there’s more to this one’s life
there’s some kind of complication, he tells her he’s alone
spends the night with his lover, there’s a trace of her cologne
and the words of his mistress, as she whispers them so near
start ringing in my ear

please take me dancing tonight i’ve been all on my own
you promised one day we could, it’s what you said on the phone
i’m just a prisoner of love always hid from the light
take me dancing, please take me dancing tonight

i imagine his wife, she don’t look nothing like a fool
she picks the kids up from some private school
she remembers what he told her, he was late and worked alone
but there’s more than a suspicion in this lingering cologne
and the kid’s just won’t be quiet and she runs a traffic light
and she drives into the night

please take me dancing tonight i’ve been all on my own
you promised one day we could it’s what you said on the phone
i’m just a prisoner of love always hid from the light
take me dancing, please take me dancing tonight

so here i am in a stolen car at a traffic light
they go from red to green and so i just drive into the night

please take me dancing tonight i’ve been all on my own
you promised one day we could it’s what you said on the phone
i’m just a prisoner of love always hid from the light
take me dancing, please take me dancing tonight

felsefe araci

(bkz: sizofreni de son nokta)

yasadiginiz zaman dilimini sizinle paylasan kisi.

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