confessions

deep

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for my fallen angel

deep
as i draw up my breath,
and silver fills my eyes.
i kiss her still,
for she will never rise.

on my weak body,
lays her dying hand.
through those meadows of heaven,
where we ran.

like a thief in the night,
the wind blows so light.
it wars with my tears,
that won’t dry for many years.

"loves golden arrow
at her should have fled,
and not deaths ebon dart
to strike her dead."

(bkz: my dying bride)

the scarlet garden

deep
bir my dying bride sarkisi;

i know no shame

the empire of my desire
gathers you into my fire
i hope you fall. hope you call,
my filthy name. it makes you crawl
on your knees, with all you pleas.
lay down there, look up at me.

are you alive my dear?
are diseased my dear?
i’ll lift you high my dear,
i’ll have you dreaming.
’tis time to say farewell, to your pleading.

poor devil as thou art. a ruin at my feet.
go drop you little life, and welcome up my sleep.
so briefly at my side. so simple in defeat.

no more lies utter from you.
from mine eyes i must take you.
no longer wise. nothing is new.
tears for my trembling faith.
you shall not die unsung.

goodbye my dear, you wicked thing,
i have no tears, beautiful thing.
no silver pail to catch them in.
so ends this tale you did not win.

windowpane

deep
cok sevdigim opeth sarkisi. sozleri de su sekildedir;

blank face in the windowpane
made clear in seconds of light
disappears and returns again
counting hours, searching the night
might be waiting for someone
might be there for us to see
might be in need of talking
might be staring directly at me
inside plays a lullaby
slurred voice over children cries
on the inside

haunting loneliness in the eye
skin covering secret scars
his hand is waving a goodbye
there’s no response or action returned

there is deep prejudice in me
outshines all reasons inside
given dreams all ridden with pain
and projected unto the last...

anyone anywhere

deep
(bkz: anathema)
noone seems to care anymore
(as) i wander through this night all alone
noone feels the pain i have inside
looking at this world through my eyes
noone really cares where i go
searching to feel warmth forever more
the wheels of life they turn without me
now you are gone eternally
no
don’t leave me here
the dream carries on
inside
i know
it’s not too late
lost moments blown away
tonight
mankind, with your heresy
can’t you see that this is killing me
there’s noone in this life
to be here with me at my side...

alternative 4

deep
(bkz: anathema)

it’s killing you, you’re killing me,
i’m clinging on to my sanity,
all i need is a short term remedy
come and hide me from this terrible reality...

dreaded memories flood back to me
but there’s still a wilful mind behind these cold,
psychotic eyes,
now i tread this path so differently,
i’ve opened my mind and darkened my entire life.

i’ll dance wit the angels to celebrate the holocaust,
and far beyond my far gone pride,
is knowing that we’ll soon be gone,
knowing that i’ll soon be gone...

hope

deep
anathema’dan bir eternity parcasi...

"i was not put here by anyone in fear
i came alone as me
just an idea in a long chain of discovery
surrounded by the same you

sometimes your tide pulls me out to sea
and i die in a thrashing curse
sometimes we are kind
more often, i doze
so far up the beach that those who try to reach are burnt alive in the searing
heat of the desert of my dispassion
so far removed, i never hear the water
’cept once or twice a month when i see a mirror

and i refuse to believe in some of the things that are said to be here
let alone those that are not
i’m trying to change my direction
ours is pathetic in my own humble estimation

i love the planet
the great benign she-wolf
benefactor
spinning gently on towards the red giant four aeons hence
when all the rose gardens are consumed in the flash-fire of flying time
she’ll leave alone to you"

when you look at me
from your own century
i may seem to be
strange archeology
but when the winds blow
from this direction
you may sense that i’m
in your reflection
i think i feel you
but i will never know
as the swallows leave
and the children grow

i wanted to live forever
the same as you will too
i wanted to live forever
and everybody knew

when i caught you there
in tomorrows mirror
i thought i felt you
jump out of my skin
throwing oil into
my blazing memories
filling empty footsteps
i was standing in

i wanted to live forever
the same as you will too
i wanted to live forever
and everybody knew

as the falling rain
of the northern jungle
hanging droplets on the leaves
bombards my brain
i hear you
across the room
a sea of daffodils spring into bloom
you are the mist
the frost across my window pane
and again

she moves her body
and her whispers weave
and the world spins
and tells me that i’ll never want to leave

as i think of you
from this dark century
i will always be
with generosity
that we both may share
the hope in hearing
that we’re not just
spirits disappearing

are you there

deep
ninni gibi gelen anathema sarkisi...

are you there?
the wonderful to know
all like ghosts
all the ghosts
freak my selfish out
(my) mind is happy
need to learn to let it go
i know you’d do no harm to me
since you’ve been gone i’ve been lost inside
tried and failed as we walked by the riverside
oh i wish you could see the love in her eyes
the best friend that eluded you lost in time
burned alive in the heat of a grieving mind
oh what can i say now?
and it couldn’t be more wrong cos there’s no one there
unmistakebly lost and without a care
oh (did we) lost all the love that we could have shared
and its wearing me down
and its turning me round
and i can’t find a way now
to find it out
oh where are you when i need you?
are you there?
are you there?

yok

deep
cok sevdigimiz cilekes sarkisi sozleride;
bu ilk degil, son olmaz
hayat yalniz yasanmaz
gidenin ardindan bakip aglanmaz
kimsesiz, caresiz. bir sey yok, hic kimse yok
aglasam, yalvarsam, bagirsam
bir sey farketmez...

elimden hicbir sey gelmez, hicbir carem yok
karanlik bu sokaklarda sesimi duyan yok
elimden hicbir sey gelmez, hicbir carem yok
karanlik bu sokaklarda elimi tutan yok

ilk degil, son olmaz
hayat yalniz yasanmaz
sesimi duyan yok, elimi tutan yok
aglasam, yalvarsam, bagirsam
bir sey farketmez


elimden hicbir sey gelmez, hicbir carem yok
karanlik bu sokaklarda sesimi duyan yok
elimden hicbir sey gelmez, hicbir carem yok
karanlik bu sokaklarda elimi tutan yok
hic kimse yok...
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