i have forgiven jesus

isyankar bir morrissey şarkısı..
tarzından daha farklı bir şey koymuş ortaya ama iyi ki koymuş diyoruz..

"allahım neydi günahım, günahım neydi allahım", "ben ne yaptın kader sana mahkum ettin beni bana", son olarak "bu da mı gol değil" gibi düşüncelere daldırtandır. hatta, bir gün metrobüste bu düşüncelerle, aşırı hüzünlendiren, sonra ya noluyor deyip, durduk durmadık yere güldürmeye başlatandır. o günden beri, bu şarkı çalınca, gülesim geliyor ama öyle bir gülme değil, hani artık gülmekten başka çaren kalmaz ya, dersin, buna da eyvallah !

morrisey’in you are the quarry albümünden güzel bir parçası.

i was a good kid
i wouldn’t do you no harm
i was a nice kid
with a nice paper round

forgive me any pain
i may have brung to you
with god’s help i know
i’ll always be near to you

but jesus hurt me
when he deserted me

but i have forgiven you jesus
for all the desire you placed in me
when there’s nothing i can do with this desire

i was a good kid
through hail and snow
i’d go just to moon you
i carried my heart in my hand
do you understand, do you understand

but jesus hurt me
when he deserted me

but i have forgiven you jesus
for all of the love you placed in me
when there’s no one i can turn to with this love

monday - humiliation
tuesday - suffocation
wednesday - condescension
thursday is pathetic
by friday life has killed me
by friday life has killed me
oh pretty one, oh pretty one

why did you give me so much desire
when there is nowhere i can go to offload this desire?
and why did you give me so much love in a loveless world
when there is no one i can turn to
to unlock all this love?

and why did you stick in self deprecating bones and skin?
jesus do you hate me?
why did you stick in self deprecating bones and skin?
do you hate me?
do you hate me?
do you hate me?
do you hate me?
do you hate me?