alone again

tekrar yalnız
sabah güneşinde seni görmek isterim
bu gece geldiğinde seni hissetmek isterim
şimdi buradayım ve bütünüyle yalnızım
hala nasıl hissettiğini biliyorum,ben tekrar yalnızım

görmeni sağlamak için çok denedim
fakat ben kelimeleri bulamadım
şimdi gözyaşları yağmur gibi düşüyor
sensizken tekrar yalnızım
sensizken tekrar yalnız
sensizken tekrar yalnız

ben kal dedim,ama sen
gidenin ben olduğunu söyledin
şimdi ben buradayım ve yolumu kaybettim
hala nasıl hissettiğini biliyorum,ben tekrar yalnızım

görmeni sağlamak için çok denedim
fakat ben kelimeleri bulamadım
şimdi gözyaşları yağmur gibi düşüyor
sensizken tekrar yalnızım

ben görmeni sağlamak için çok denedim
fakat ben kelimeleri bulamadım
şimdi gözyaşları yağmur gibi düşüyor
sensizken tekrar yalnızım

güneş batmak üzereyken oluşan turuncu-gri puslu havada arabayla gezinirken dinlenebilecek en güzel şarkı.

sözleri bir miktar depresif gözükse de, bu gilbert o’sullivan eserinin tok tok tok yorumu ayrı bir boyut katar hayata.özetle yalnızlık bunalımsallıktan öte doğalllıktır.


in a little while from now,
if i’m not feeling any less sour
i promised myself to treat myself
and visit a nearby tower,
and climbing to the top,
will throw myself off
in an effort to make it clear to who
ever what it’s like when your shattered
left standing in the lurch, at a church
where people ’re saying,
"my god that’s tough, she stood him up!
no point in us remaining.
may as well go home."
as i did on my own,
alone again, naturally

to think that only yesterday,
i was cheerful, bright and gay,
looking forward to, but who wouldn’t do,
the role i was about to play
but as if to knock me down,
reality came around
and without so much as a mere touch,
cut me into little pieces
leaving me to doubt,
all about god and his mercy
for if he really does exist
why did he desert me
in my hour of need?
i truly am indeed,
alone again, naturally

it seems to me that
there are more hearts
broken in the world
that can’t be mended
left unattended
what do we do? what do we do?

now looking back over the years,
and what ever else that appears
i remember i cried when my father died
never wishing to have cried the tears
and at sixty-five years old,
my mother, god rest her soul,
couldn’t understand, why the only man
she had ever loved had been taken
leaving her to start with a heart
so badly broken
despite encouragement from me
no words were ever spoken
and when she passed away
i cried and cried all day
alone again, naturally
alone again, naturally

bir jay jay johanson parcasi.

how could a love like ours come to an end
we had it all but lost it ’round the bend
there’s something that i’ll never understand
why now it seems like hurting’s close at hand

but i’m alone again, alone again
though the years that pass divide us
i am alone again, alone again
something’ll never keep us apart

there’s one love left between us that will stay
when memories can slowly fade away
though feelings changed ever since we met
our little daughter won’t let us forget

but i’m alone again, alone again
though the years that pass divide us
i am alone again, alone again
something’ll always keep us close

i see her one weekend now and then
i’ve realized i’m like a long lost friend
she has your eyes, your funny little smile
her lovely laugh brings you back for a while

but i’m alone again, alone again
though the years that pass divide us
i am alone again, alone again
our little daughter keep us close