mockingbird

eminem’in aile baglari diye birseyin varligini hatirladigi sarki...

yeah
i know sometimes things may not always make sense to you right
now
but hey, what daddy always tell you?
straighten up little soldier
stiffen up that upper lip
what you crying about?
you got me

hailie i know you miss your mom and i know you miss your dad
well i’m gone but i’m trying to give you the life that i never
had
i can see you’re sad, even when you smile, even when you laugh
i can see it in your eyes, deep inside you want to cry
cuz you’re scared, i ain’t there?
daddy’s with you in your prayers
no more crying, wipe them tears
daddy’s here, no more nightmares
we gon’ pull together through it, we gon’ do it
laney uncles crazy, aint he?
yeah but he loves you girl and you better know it
we’re all we got in this world
when it spins, when it swirls
when it whirls, when it twirls
two little beautiful girls
lookin’ puzzled, in a daze
i know it’s confusing you
daddy’s always on the move, mamma’s always on the news
i try to keep you sheltered from it but somehow it seems
the harder that i try to do that, the more it backfires on me
all the things growing up his daddy that he had to see
daddy don’t want you to see but you see just as much as he did
we did not plan it to be this way, your mother and me
but things have gotten so bad between us
i don’t see us ever being together ever again
like we used to be when we was teenagers
but then of course everything always happens for a reason
i guess it was never meant to be
but it’s just something we have no control over and that’s what
destiny is
but no more worries, rest your head and go to sleep
maybe one day we’ll wake up and this will all just be a dream

[chorus]
now hush little baby, don’t you cry
everything’s gonna be alright
stiffen that upper lip up little lady, i told ya
daddy’s here to hold ya through the night
i know mommy’s not here right now and we don’t know why
we feel how we feel inside
it may seem a little crazy, pretty baby
but i promise momma’s gon’ be alright

it’s funny
i remember back one year when daddy had no money
mommy wrapped the christmas presents up
and stuck ’em under the tree and said some of ’em were from me
cuz daddy couldn’t buy ’em
i’ll never forget that christmas i sat up the whole night
crying
cuz daddy felt like a bum, see daddy had a job
but his job was to keep the food on the table for you and mom
and at the time every house that we lived in
either kept getting broke into and robbed
or shot up on the block and your mom was saving money for you in
a jar
tryna start a piggy bank for you so you could go to college
almost had a thousand dollars till someone broke in and stole
it
and i know it hurt so bad it broke your momma’s heart
and it seemed like everything was just startin’ to fall apart
mom and dad was arguin’ a lot so momma moved back
on the chalmers in the flat one bedroom apartment
and dad moved back to the other side of 8 mile on novara
and that’s when daddy went to california with his cd and met dr.
dre
and flew you and momma out to see me
but daddy had to work, you and momma had to leave me
then you started seeing daddy on the t.v. and momma didn’t like
it
and you and laney were to young to understand it
papa was a rollin’ stone, momma developed a habit
and it all happened too fast for either one of us to grab it
i’m just sorry you were there and had to witness it first hand
cuz all i ever wanted to do was just make you proud
now i’m sittin in this empty house, just reminiscing
lookin’ at your baby pictures, it just trips me out
to see how much you both have grown, it’s almost like you’re
sisters now
wow, guess you pretty much are and daddy’s still here
laney i’m talkin’ to you too, daddy’s still here
i like the sound of that, yeah
it’s got a ring to it don’t it?
shh, momma’s only gone for the moment

[chorus]

and if you ask me too
daddy’s gonna buy you a mockingbird
i’mma give you the world
i’mma buy a diamond ring for you
i’mma sing for you
i’ll do anything for you to see you smile
and if that mockingbird don’t sing and that ring don’t shine
i’mma break that birdies neck
i’d go back to the jewler who sold it to ya
and make him eat every carat don’t f**k with dad (haha)

cok guzel olan ama ayni miktarda yalan kokan sarki. eminem’in "once camur atiyim sonra bir sarkiyla gonul alir sempati kazanirim" politasinin son urunu. ama ogrendigim kadariyla sarkinin sozleri gercek. eminem’in aslinda uvey kizkardesi ve tek gercek aski olan kim mathers’in hikayesi diyebiliriz. kadin su anda uyusturucu tedavisi goruyor, ayrica eminem’e acilmis 10 milyon dolarlik tazminat davasi (aska bak!) da mevcut. eminem, okulu sevgilisi ve kizi hailie jade icin birakip calismaya basliyor ama kazandigi asla yetmiyor. sonunda unkapani misali kaseti icin california’ya gidince karisi cocugunu alip gidiyor. kim’in cogu zaman eminem’e karsi cocugunu silah olarak kullanigi soylenir. eminem simdi bundan para kazanmaya calistiysa da hala karisina ulasmayi calistigi soyleniyor.

turkcesi :

alaycikus

biliyorum bazi seyler artik anlamsiz geliyor sana * ama, baban ne der hep sana? * dik dur kucuk asker * metin ol * neden agliyorsun * ben varim ya * hailie anneni ozledigini biliyorum ve babani * gittigimde ama sana hic sahip olmadigim hayati vermeye calisiyorum * uzgun oldugunu biliyorum, gulsen, kahkaha atsan bile * gozlerinden okunuyor, aglamak istiyorsun derinlerde * cunku korkuyorsun, orada degilim diye * babacigin dualarinda seninle * aglamak yok artik, sil gozyaslarini * baban burada, artik kabuslar yok * bunu birlikte atlatacagiz, yapacagiz bunu * laney amcan kacik, oyle degil mi? * eve tam seni seviyor kizim, bunu bil * tek sahip oldugumuz sey biziz bu dunyada * dondukce, kivrildikca * dondukcu, cevrildikce * iki kucuk guzel kiz * kafalari karismis gorunuyorlar, saskinlik iicnde * kafani karistirdigini biliyorum * baban hareket halinde hep, annen hep haberlerde * seni korumaya calistim ama * ben bunu yapmaya calistikca geri tepiyor * babacigin buyurken karsilastigi seyleri * senin de gormeni istemiyor * boyle planlamamistik biz, annen ve ben * ama aramizdaki her sey cok kotulesti * artik bir daha birlikte olabilecegimizi dusunmuyorum * gencken oldugumuz gibi * ama elbette her sey bir nedenden dolayi oluyor * oyle sanmazdim sanirim * ama artik bizim kontrolumuzde olan bir sey degil ve buna kader denir * ama hic endiselenme, kafani rahat tut ve biraz uyku cek * belki bir gun bir uyaniriz ve butun bunlar bir ruya oluverir * nakarat: simdi sus bebegim, aglama * her sey yoluna girecek * metin ol kucuk bayan, dedim ya * babacigin burada seni butun gece sarmak icin * annenin burada olmadigini biliyorum ve ben de bilmiyorum neden * hisler icimizden geliverir * biraz delice gelebilir tatlim * ama soz veriyorum annecigin iyi olacak * komik geliyor * bir zamanlar babaciginin hic parasi yoktu, hatirlarim * annecigin noel hediyelerini paket yapiyordu * ve onlari agacin altina bagliyordu ve bazilarini benim aldigimi soyluyordu * cunku babacigin alamiyordu onlari * hic unutmam o noel’i, butun gece aglamistim * kendini aylagin biri gibi hissetmisti, babanin bir isi vardi evet * ama o is sizin icin masaya bir tabak yemek koyabilmek icindi * ve o zamanlar oturdugumuz evlerde * ya parasiz kalir ya da soyulurduk * ya da mahallede vurulabilirdik, annen para biriktiriyordu senin icin bir kavanozda * domuz kumbara vardi senin icin ki koleje gidebilesin * neredeyse bin dolar vardi birisi onu kirip icindekileri calana kadar * biliyorum o kadar acitti ki, annenin kalbini kirdi * ve her sey o zaman parcalanmaya basladi * annen ve baban o kadar cok tartismaya basladi ki annen tasindi * chalmers’ta tek odali bir daireye * baban da 8 mile’in oteki tarafina, novara’ya dondu * o zamanlar iste cd’siyle california’ya gidip dr. dre ile tanismasi * annen ve seni ucaga bindirip beni gormeye cagirmasi * ama babacigin calismak zorundaydi, sen ve annecigin gitmek zorundaydiniz * sonra babacigini tv’de gormeye basladin, anneciginin hosuna gitmedi bu * sen ve laney bunu anlamak icin cok genctiniz * papa bir yuvarlanan tasti, annen bir aliskanlik gelistirdi * her sey o kadar hizli gelisti ki birimiz bir sey yapamadik * cok uzgunum orada olup ilk elden taniklik ettigin icin * cunku tek istedigim seni gururlandirmakti * simdi bu bos evde oturuyorum gecmisi hatirlayarak * senin bebeklik fotograflarina bakiyorum, cok sasirtiyor beni * ne kadar buyudugunuzu gormek, kizkardes gibi gorunuyorsunuz ikiniz * gercekten oylesiniz ve baban hala burada * laney sana soyluyorum, baban hala burada * bunun tinlamasini sevdim * cinliyor gibi degil mi? * sst, annen sadece bir dakikaligina gitti * nakarat * ve eger benden istersen * babacigin sana bir alaycikus alacak * dunyayi veririm sana * elmas yuzuk alirim * sarki soylerim senin icin * gulumseyisini gormek icin her seyi yaparim * eger bu alaycikus sarki soylemez, yuzuk parlamaz ise * kirarim boynunu o kucuk kusun * satan mucevherciye gider * her bir karati ona, yamuk olmaz babaya! (haha).